04/08/2007

It's Been 30 Years Lord

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It’s been 30 years now Lord since she went to live with You. I miss her Lord, and You know how much I love her so.

As much as my heart is full of love for her, it still cannot come close to the love You have for her. Please Lord will You tell her I love her still, and I will be there one day to hold her.

I used to wonder why You took her before she was even born. Why we never got to take her home. I never got to hold her, to see her or tell her how much I loved her and how much she was wanted.

Father God I see now, her purpose in this life. She was sent to bring us back home to You.

Such a short life. Such a full ministry she had. Your purpose in her life was fulfilled and You took her back to be with You....thank You Lord for the gift of this angel even for a short time...I was blessed to have been able to carry her in my womb for all those months.

She was buried and yet for all those years I didn’t know where. There was no grave for her. An unmarked plot was all they would say. Everyday I would wonder and every year on her birthday I would wonder even more...I knew she was with You, but I would liked to have known where they laid her body to rest.

You heard the cry of my heart Lord, You answered my prayer.

A man who loves You too, also heard Your voice and now I know the place she rests, a white picket fence he has put around the plot and a stone remembering her and other precious babies.

Thank You Lord for this healing... This love of Yours to me.

30 years Lord it’s been, and in each of those days, there You were with me all the way. Always using this time in my life to build me and change me and heal me and make me free.

Thank You Lord for all those 30 years and thank You Lord for this answer this week. And thank You Lord for my Joanne Louise... An angel lent for such a short time, but a lifetime of love to us and from us.

Phil 1:6 We are confident of this very thing,
that He who has begun a good work in us will complete it
Until the day of Jesus Christ.


I love You Abba with all my heart

Les

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